Friday, July 29, 2011
the crucible of crucifixion
Crucifixion is a definition of achieving form. Coming into form is crucifixion. When the Formless becomes form, the Formless is nailed to the spot. We are talking about you here. And me. And all of us. We speak not only of one forming of the Formless. All of creation moans and groans in its birthing,
Why does the son of God, the offspring of God, have to be despised, abandoned, rejected, left for dead? And then spring forth in glorious rebirth? For the crucifixion story is a resurrection story. The Formless forms, the form feels totally abandoned by the Formless. The form discovers the Formless within itself and is resurrected, is twice born. Why does the son of God have to be crucified? Why does a seed have to fall into the ground and die?
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
when our box is opened
What we may not have considered is that if we take the position of the cat in the box and we believe there is a Being that opens the box, when our box is opened (what we call death), the Being is there. If we believe there is nothing there, when our box opens, that is what we find.
The dance we dance now (or at moment of box opening) keeps on dancing. We will continue to be proven right, products of our own self-fulfilling prophecy.
(Thanks to Mary Doria Russell, Children of God, for the cat-perspective insight.)
Monday, July 25, 2011
seeing
Paul (5-67 A.D. or C.E.) wrote "For now we see through a glass darkly."
One might easily make the case that Paul, who was a learned man, knew Greek, and was immersed in the theophilosophical consciousness of the time, was influenced by Plato. Plato's apt metaphor of seeing "through a glass dimly" thus appears in the Bible.
For many, this is of no or little interest or import. For others, engaged in anti-Christian, anti-Bible polemics, this is additional fodder for their anti-canon cannons.
For me, it is a further understanding and confirmation of how ideas, once born into this world, are here to stay and to unfold in the minds of others. And more than that, it gives me even greater respect for Plato who provided great insights and vast room for those who were to come after him.
He wrote this: "For a man must have intelligence of universals, and be able to proceed from the many particulars of sense to one conception of reason, -- this is the recollection of those things which our soul once saw while following God -- when regardless of that which we now call being she raised her head up towards the true being. And therefore the mind of the philosopher alone has wings; and this is just, for he is always, according to the measure of his abilities, clinging in recollection to those things in which God abides, and in beholding which He is what He is."
"And he who employs aright these memories is ever being initiated into perfect mysteries and alone becomes truly perfect. But, as he forgets earthly interests and is rapt in the divine, the vulgar deem him mad, and rebuke him; they do not see that he is inspired."
May we all have the mind of a philosopher. May our minds have wings. May we all be continuously inspired.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
the cosmic pause
The reference, of course, is to certain passages in the Bible, my favorite among them being "Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed." (1 Corinthians 15:51-52 -- see also Matthew 24, I Thessalonians 4, and Revelations 8 and 11)
The trumpet sound and the abolition of time is not just a Christian understanding. The Islamic mystics had (have) similar insights. For example, Shaikh Ahmad Ahsa'i (1753 - 1826) wrote about "the time of the cosmic pause marking the interval between the two blasts of Seraphiel's Trumpet. When Seraphiel causes the Trumpet to vibrate with 'fiery blast,' which is the 'breath of universal reabsorption,' every Spirit is drawn in, reabsorbed in the particular 'hole' in the Trumpet which is its matrix." -- Henry Corbin, Spiritual Body and Celestial Earth, p. 198-199. (Note: Seraphiel is an angel known as "The Guardian of the Throne of God.")
Not only am I continuously struck by the common vision of mystics across cultures, religions, and countries, but by this entire line of thought about the sounding of the trumpet and the cosmic pause.
If you take the time, you will notice there is a pause between your outbreathing and your inbreathing. This is analogous to the cosmic pause. Our Source brought all into existence and continues to do so by an Outbreathing. At some point, there will be a Pause. Followed by an Inbreathing.
The sounding of the Trumpet indicates that we will be notified of this Pause rather abruptly.
(Another Note: If you don't like mythopoetic language, you might translate this scenario into the language of a hardcore materialistic worldview. All that is matter will at some point cease to matter.)
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
death
Death is no foe. Death is who we are. We are the Unborn reaching into, manifesting as the Born. "O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?" (I Corinthians 15:55) Death has no sting and the grave no victory because we have no death to die. We are death.
The surface consciousness ( what I call the WalMart consciousness) will not understand this. The surface consciousness insists that it is everything, knows it is not, and seeks to continue existence. It wishes to remain a happy little separative metaphysical chunk and go on forever. Death frightens the shit out of it. And rightly so, because it does have a death to die.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
thankful
Whatever your thoughts on the matter, Buddha's awakening helped millions to move out of stupor. What a blessing! Grind your teeth and squint your eyes all you want. The fact remains.
Whatever your thoughts on the matter, Lao Tzu's writings set millions free from rigid mindset. What a blessing! Snurl your nose and waggle your ears all you want. The fact remains.
Monday, July 18, 2011
knocking at the door of the unborn
Bonaventure wrote and spoke of the innascibility (incapable of being born) of God and Bankei spent his Zen "career" pointing folk to awareness of the Unborn Buddha-mind. Both spoke of the Unborn as birthing all born. That which cannot assume form births that which can and does.
Each, of course, uses the language available to him and the consciousness structure of the populace to whom they speak.
Bonaventure develops the concept of the Trinity: the Father (the Unborn) births the Son (the Born) through the generative powers of the Spirit (the LifeForce). He addresses both scholastics and mystics (direct experiencers).
Bankei continuously invites Buddhist folk to open beyond ordinary consciousness to the realm of the Unborn. He does this in a characteristic Zen way by direct pointing to a crow cawing, a sparrow chirping, or the wind rustling the leaves.
I greatly appreciate the way universal truths emerge across cultures and time and spiritual pathways.
Friday, July 8, 2011
room
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
inclusion
An exclusivist stance takes it a step or two further: all others SHOULD take this stance and this stance only. The richness and complexity of life SHOULD follow a single track. All eggs SHOULD be put into one basket and that basket is mine.
We all know the abuses that have followed that stance in Christianity. Lands claimed, people slaughtered, children taken from their homes and forbidden to speak their native tongue, and so on. Though the outward abuse has died down considerably, the attitude amongst exclusivists is still the same: I am going to heaven and you are going to hell.
As a cosmotheandric zen baptist, I take an inclusive stance. We are all members of the Navel Tribe. We all arise out of the Great Mystery we call by many names. Each individual is at a certain level of understanding, of awareness. Each of us is an embodying of the Mystery. The Mystery has birthed us, is birthing us, and the Mystery will take us home.
Monday, July 4, 2011
neo-zoroastrians
Either Paul was very clever or there are forces at work here beneath and beyond ordinary consciousness and continuing to pop up in different clothing. I suspect both are true.
I am amused to think that today's Christians are in one sense neo-Zoroastrians. Nothing wrong with that. Just funny. But then I seem to have a strange sense of humor.
Friday, July 1, 2011
protestant
Sunday, June 26, 2011
when the knees hit the chin
Saturday, June 25, 2011
trance end
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
consciousness states
Monday, June 20, 2011
the foot of the heart
It takes effort to keep dreaming the same dream of oneself, to keep wearing the same set of psychic clothes. Revving up and adding more serves only to decrease and weigh one down.
When you know who you are, you will laugh at how you tried to shape yourself. Wake up, my dear! The foot of the heart will not slip into that too small shoe.
Monday, June 13, 2011
possibles
We move within the range of our predisposition. Capacity is capaciousness or room for possibility. Our capacity fluctuates with our mood and with our will. The will to be capacious is the willingness to be a servant of the Divine, the will to be of service. With this willingness comes all possibility.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
a whup-ass loving heart
So you have this warrior dude who chose peace.
We have the same elements within us. We can easily be at war with ourselves, at war with our loved ones, at war with society. But that's sooo one-sided. We can also be peaceniks with fluttering hearts and little angel wings and tire tracks across our face where others (with our blessings)run over us. But that's sooo one-sided.
A flaming sword of fiery light at the core of a wide open heart: that's how I experience Jesus. No mild-mannered lamb led to slaughter. A loving heart with fierceness of intent. My role model.
My prayer and my practice are the same:
to be a whup-ass loving heart.
Friday, June 10, 2011
water game
We want a frame, to be held.
We get rigid.
We put our cubed self
into a glass of water.
Ah! we say.
Now I am both contained and free!
We happily forget the glass.
We take a sip of ourselves
via our metaphysical creed.
Oh, how good we taste!
Monday, June 6, 2011
tossing the baby
Thursday, June 2, 2011
freed
At some point, each of us will breath out and not breathe back in. This last outbreath is a prayer with no words, a returning of our breath to the one who breathes us. This is done with joy, with awe, and with a smile. We practice this with our outbreath now, preparing for the moment when we need our breath no longer.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
no bounds
When I love the breath that breathes me,
I become the breath that breathes me.
When I become the breath that breathes me,
all boundaries fall away.
Thursday, May 19, 2011
extrusion and exclusion
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
love and evol
Sinking into dark, you are a snark.
Jesus and Beelzebub are brothers,
Chasing round and round that tree
Until melding into pancake butter.
Now that takes the cake!
Battered and buttered,
we make our way.
Monday, May 16, 2011
gone, gone, gone beyond, gone way beyond
In another but similar context, the Buddha said when you get to the other shore, you don't carry the boat around atop your head. Once the method has become a reality, one no longer needs that method. One is no longer a Christian, a Buddhist, a Muslim, a Hindu, a Whatever. One exists as the reality for which one was springing.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
no theocracy
Water also assumes the form of its vessel. Hence, the great differences among religions, philosophies, and thought systems, and among the individuals within each of those consciousness systems.
Same water. Different colors. Different forms.
I reckon the Great Ah-Hoo-Ah-Hoo-Ah did not desire to set up a state religion. The Theos wants no theocracy.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
two tines tuning
Animal awareness and spiritual awareness are different from shrivel-ized awareness. The first two see (and exist in) full Being. The latter, the state of ordinary consciousness, vibrates hesitantly and weakly and resides in death.
Fully animal and fully spirit simultaneously: this is the way to fly. We are embodyings of spirit. We are spirit embodying. We are these two simultaneously.
What is the sound of two tines tuning?
Thursday, April 28, 2011
the realm of the highest human endeavor
- The Not-Even-One, the One, and the dualistic Two which we embody ("on the one hand and on the other hand") merge to make the Three, this interwhirling we call life.
- General consciousness dwells in and as the dualistic two.
- Intuitive awareness opens to and as the Three.
- The Not-Even-One can be felt as, through the Three, one approaches the One.
- The Three is the realm of the highest human endeavor.
- Opening to and as the Three consists of one part attitude and three parts Grace.
- Humility, will, faith, intellect, and love make up the attitude. The Grace is free.
Monday, April 25, 2011
trinity
1 - yu - something - emanation - son/daughter
2 - t'ai - everything - interflow - holy spirit/chi
3 - wu-yu-t'ai - trinity - perichoresis
Saturday, April 23, 2011
easter
Friday, April 22, 2011
without sin
Sin is separation. Sin is cutting oneself off from one's full being. Rather than opening to cosmic citizenry and full participation in the interflow of being, one shuts oneself down, proclaims oneself a separate tiny kingdom, refuses to open to the synchronous and the synthronous.
I know. Folk are fond of saying that sin means "missing the mark." Same thing. Separation. Separation from the mark. The shot arrow thunks off target or off bulls-eye.
When we are no longer whining petitioners or rebellious buttheads but actively involved as cosmic citizens (in Christian language, Christ consciousness), we are no longer separate. We have opened into a realm that is without sin. Our Source is within us and we are within our Source. We do not stand aside to look at It. We are It. And It is us.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
excerpt from the anthropological study of phenomenological endeavor
Saturday, April 16, 2011
humus humor human
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
amniotic sac
Monday, April 11, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
the preachers of yore
He, the preacher was always a he, a woman could play the piano but not preach, he would unleash the ravenous hounds of hell, fangs dripping with fox-ripping saliva, followed closely by the four apocalyptic horsemen thundering on fox-stomping hooves. The fox? Well, it was you, of course. You that put Jesus on the cross. You that killed the only beauty in the cosmos. And the hounds of hell were breathing down your neck and if they didn't finish you off, the horsemen would stomp your sweet ass to nothingness, are already stomping.
I learned a lot from those preachers. I learned the power of imagery, of story, of mythology. I learned the power of words. I learned the power of rhythmic repetition, of a speaking cadence that caught folk and bound them into one attentive ear. I learned the power of creative imagination and its effect upon the physiology, of creating images that lead one from heart-pounding stress and ache to soothing waters of eternal bliss.
We might leave church and revert to our worldly ways but for an hour or so we were tightly knit as one body and the world made sense and our sins were forgiven and life was good.
A salute to you old preachers and revivalists! Masters of your art! My first tutors.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
the eternal pacman
the Eternal PacMan
chomping life
while monsters chase.
A golden sun
with pie wedge mouth
devouring all before me
monster in disguise.
The monsters are hungry suns
floating down thin corridors
to have their turn
at chomp . . .
Sunday, March 27, 2011
circumincessio
the hen clucking
the flower opening
the corpse rotting
the lotus blooming
the root mucking
the spirit fleshing
the matter at rest
I Am This
The Eternal Interplaying
Friday, March 11, 2011
jingo
it's this or that
we've now shat
in our own hat.
When we say
it's them or us
we've become
a spiteful cuss.
When we say
it's mine or mine
we believe
we're now divine.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
on heaven and hell
Saturday, February 19, 2011
night words
Friday, February 18, 2011
science and awareness
Take a step back from science and you will see that it is so: there is data and there is story.
And furthermore, he said, rolling back his sleeves, only certain kinds and types of data are admitted. Bias is already built into the system.
When certain kinds of data are not admitted, the story is stunted, the bed we lie in short-sheeted.
But ha! some of you may say, rushing to extol the virtues of science and all its benefits. Never mind that. I know, I know. I simply point to its shortcomings.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
thy grace
from the mud I am,
making a cup for
receiving thy grace.
The cup becomes a chalice,
thy wine inpouring.
Chalice, wine merge
cup and spirit as one.
We laugh
arms around shoulders
and walk together drunk.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
the first and second birth
The first birth is into the world of matter, where one is a 25 to 28 foot worm coiled in an encasing whose main concerns are incorporation and defecation while “making a living” and recreating with other worm-coiled encasings. The second birth is the opening of the eye of the soul and an increasing “aptitude for theophanic vision” (Henry Corbin’s phrase). The first is the surface or prosaic world. The second is the world of mythopoetry, where the Invisible reveals Itself to the soul’s vision.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
the banana school of zen
Monday, February 7, 2011
in-dense-ification
Sunday, February 6, 2011
legs on the angel
It is at this time that I can read the writings of the true philosophers, the mystics of intellect and comprehensive awareness, with their meanings reverberating through my soul. I listen with a deep ear. I hear. I see. I join in.
As the earth night moves toward dawn, I am born more fully into my body, this body, the one typing. I settle into, center in. I smile with its familiarity, its weight, its aches, its promise as a sturdy embodying for active practice of the gnosis, the knowing. Legs on the angel, so to speak.
As the body gets more tired toward mid-afternoon, the celestial mode tends to fade yet not disappear. Physical fatigue and cosmic consciousness seem to have an inverse correlation. It is at this time I practice patience with myself. I smile as I remember that it is hard embodying as a human. I breathe and ask for help and move on.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
standing on a plank in infinite space
Engaging in polemics in politics, religion, and philosophy is akin to standing on a plank in infinite space and proclaiming the virtues of that plank as the righteous and only true place to stand. All other folk standing on planks are seen as raving fools while you, on your plank, embody Truth.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
my theology
1. "I saw him as I was able to receive him." (Acts of Peter)
2. "The look by which I know him is the very look by which He knows me." (Meister Eckhart)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
going to ashes
Friday, January 7, 2011
cosmic citi-zen-ry
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
ride with your essence
Those are the remains.
Something has escaped.
Be that which escapes.
Before the escape.
Ride with your essence.
Die before you die and truly live.
When already here, there is no place to go.
Live and love and laugh with the Cosmos.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
on walking with God
Thursday, December 30, 2010
theosis
While only half a century has gone by since Cailliet wrote those words, I sense the embryo stirring into birth. Theology is being born anew. The former “study of the theos” was just that: an objective study of, with the theos (God) as object under scrutiny. We fell into the fallacy of separation, that we are somehow standing outside the universe and “objectively” observing “it.” We somehow forgot or never understood that we ourselves are a wave in this mighty ocean with no circumference or measurable depth.
The new theology is not “theology” at all, but theosis, the deep knowing that we are identical with that which we continue opening to understand. When the “religions” begin to model and teach this, a new era of spirituality will blaze the land.
religious
Thursday, December 23, 2010
radiance
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
emergence
What is Christ if not a symbol of our own mythos, our own story, our own birth, trials, crucifixion, death, and rebirth, our own ascension to cosmic awareness and responsibility? We are Christs in the making, emerging from our chrysalis to meet all crisis.